Book Testimonials
PRAISE FOR
THE CHILD I LOST FOUND ME
The Child I Lost Found Me: A Mother’s Journey to Communicate with Her Departed Son is a roller coaster ride through space, time, heaven, earth, hell, and different dimensions – all masterfully woven together by the thread of eternal love. A mother’s desire to save her troubled son takes massively unexpected turns as you realize he is the one to share heaven with her. If you’ve ever lost a loved one, especially a child, or have struggled with someone tortured by inner voices, this book will give you hope, inspiration, and a sense of greater purpose for all of your life. You won’t want to put it down.”
Ann Albers
Angel Communicator, Spiritual Instructor and Modern Mystic
“This powerful evocative book details Seth and Niki’s spiritual journey, transformation, and healing. Niki’s strength and tenderness as a mother gave her the ability to direct her grief into a heartfelt and captivating book. Though Seth left this earth world too soon, his legacy will live on in the hearts of all who read this story. The outpouring of love, light, and guidance from Seth in the afterlife is nothing short of profound.”
Sheila Casey, LPC, CSA
This raw, vunerable, and beautifully written book has its roots in a tragedy that would turn anyone’s world upside down: the death of a child, in this case, Niki’s son, Seth. Niki’s unfathomable strength and her relentless desire for answers, and a deep spiritual awareness, result in a remarkable collaboration between her funny, sensitive son – from the heavens to the earth – as she channels the profound insights that Seth offers from the other side. This book is an essential read for anyone who is trying to make sense of life and the afterlife, especially those who are struggling with the loss of a loved one. “Your homeland is love,” Seth tells his mother. That is made crystal clear, as it is love that transcends time and space and keeps the communication alive between them.”
Summer Bacon
Author of The Cellars & Ceilings of Summer: The Autobiography of a Trance Medium
This is an extraordinary story of a mother reconnecting and maintaining a relationship with her son after a tragic event that would have left most of us in deep despair. It shows an anguished and yet courageous mother who would do anything to save her child, including going to the ends of the world to do so. It was raw, honest, and very articulate in describing the emotion and pain that she and the entire family went through supporting Seth through his difficulties. Of particular interest is the story of the Brown family leading up to, during, and after the tragic event. Usually, the outcome of something this difficult will tear a family apart. This book was a page turner! I couldn’t set it down. I recommend this book for anyone going through difficult times.
*** A Bonus: I had recently finished reading Niki’s book and was in the process of formulating a review when I walked into our bathroom and saw a beautiful white feather sitting on the counter. Its color and curvature were very similar to the feather on the cover of Seth’s book. We read about Seth’s different miracles in the book and this miracle was an affirmation of those miracles. Terry called Niki with the news and she said it was Seth’s way of saying, thank you to Bob for his help with the book cover. Niki, Craig, and Terry and I are the best of friends. We bought Craig and Niki’s house when Seth was two years old. It was decided to have the Oregon memorial at our house since that is the house Seth came home to as a baby. Seth’s memory and presence lives on in our front yard with a beautiful Japanese Maple tree that stands in a grove of ferns by a trickling creek.
Bob Erb
Niki’s book is one that is quite extraordinary. The way she courageously tells her whole story and lets her truth shine through in collaboration with her son Seth, is nothing short of awe-inspiring. It is one thing to walk through deep suffering, it is another to bravely share one’s story with the world in hope to illuminate realities that often go unspoken about. Everything about her book felt kindred to the realities I have experienced when engaging the spiritual world. Though her story included heartbreak she also delicately shares the ways that light, love and hope always win in the end. If you want a book that will open the eyes of your heart, I couldn’t recommend her book more!
Karen
I am forever grateful for the synchronicity that aligned (was preplanned) in my life that led me to Niki and Seth. It was no accident that I found a white baby feather that morning at the hot springs. Later we walked into our favorite coffee shop in Buena Vista, CO on a weekend rejuvenation vacation. That was the place where “The Child I Lost Found Me” jumped into Gary’s hands and over my shoulders whispering to me, “I think this book is meant for you.” Indeed it was! It was validated by the baby white feather on the cover of the book. This book was an answer to my heart’s desires and a manifestation of that came to fruition via the works of Seth and my son Adam in heaven. As I choose healing, the blessings shower upon me. The synchronicities that appear in my life are awing to say the least. So much love and gratitude to Niki.
Amy
This is the best book I have ever read in this genre. I would recommend this book to anyone who has lost a child or a loved-one and wants to know where they are now. Seth has spelled it out, . . . what is “heaven” like; do we continue on after death?” “Will we come back to earth in another body?” This book is for anyone who has questions about “what does it feel like to die?” or “will I be punished for things I did on earth?” or “can we see evidence of our dead loved ones’ continuation in spirit?” So, so many questions are answered by Seth in this book. Once I started reading, I could not put it down.
Maria
The Child I Lost Found Me is an exceptional read. Niki wrote it with such honesty and openness that allows the reader to feel into what she experienced. It helped me to better understand and appreciate my own family, having had a brother and mother with similar struggles. I found it fascinating how the book brought in their past life experiences, helping them to understand the reason for their present life struggles. In the second half of the book Seth lives on, . . . bringing a bigger perspective with profound insights. I have enjoyed rereading Seth’s nuggets of wisdom inspiring me to have more faith in life, God and the Afterlife.
Elise
Your book, The Child I Lost Found Me, has given me so much insight about Earth and Heaven and our soul journey. It’s such an inspiring book. Seth is an awesome teacher from the other side. He gives us insight on how to live today and how to prioritize what’s important. It soothes my heart to read his words.
Diane
This truly outstanding book immediately engulfs you into the worldwide journey of a loving and protective mother, Niki Brown to help her son Seth, who dealt with the demons of past lives and the communication with him after his sudden death. Niki with the help and support of her husband and other children literally went to the ends of the earth to help her son Seth. After his sudden death, Seth has reached out to Niki and her family many times to let them know he is OK and finally at peace. I encourage you to buy and read this book as it will give you a path with an open mind to reach out to your departed family members.
Chris
A truly amazing story filled with a mothers incredible love and determination to try to help her son Seth overcome extreme psychic challenges. It is a story showing the depth and pain of her and her family’s loss. It is a story of hope and rejuvenation, that a loved one never dies but is always close by. Their grief is turned into wonder as Seth comes through with unbelievable miracles and profound truths. I have never read a story quite like this one.
Kerry
A mothers deep love for her son sets her on a journey of discovery into past lives and proof of the eternal nature of the soul. An excellent read.
Coco
The author’s flowing descriptions of Nature weave their way softly through the pages of her book as she relates difficult emotions and experiences during the first half, followed by years of learning and eventual elation as her son teaches her about the Paradise that awaits us all when it is our turn to pass through the veil. A must read. Beautifully written.
Debby